as long as others is happy...i'm happy. I'm very happy for my sister. She found someone that is suitable for her, that loves her and loves God as well. All I can do is just thank God for that...for leading my sister to a right person...not sure of a right person...but my sister seemed to be very sure this time. We have the same beliefs, and same direction towards the maker,God. I wish b0th she and Eric would be and are to come =P best wishes from your sister, Sam =).

Heaps of joy for you...knowing that you just started yesterday...and that makes me think that i'll just have to hang on...and stop bothering about anything related to this issue. Although i might have alrd lost a few friends because of Boy-girl relationship...I realize that i have no right to continue attacking the person that is as hurt as me. I think i'll just have to let go for this time again. Not wanting to create any more mess as it will not help...instead it'll just make me worse...knowing that my ability is useless...i just have to trust that everything will be well if i would just let go..

just giving the person i like a chance to continue on living by his own will...knowing that he is well and he can still continue on in life would be the greatest blessing to me. Maybe he could find a better person that can understand him better, that would tresure him more. I'll never know. But i'll be the first one to be happy for him...

Things that are done cannot be mend again...it leaves a terrible scar tht creates pain again and again. nothing can amend it back. But if we can be together again, i would wish it...to be...it would not be so soon...time will heal it but sometimes it wouldnt so i just need to wait for time to see things through.

Dear Lord, Again i just have to put my trust in you...and stop hindering the person in his life. Stop everything that I'm disturbing him with. phonecalls, smses, emailings and messages had become deaf ears to him. I just pray that if only we are friends again in another time...dont have to be now...help me to understand him better as a fren. lastly Let Go and Let God =). SHould have said this earlier... =)

thetruehutien

smile and the whole wrold smiles at you  love you all that read this entry! pray for me as i'm struggling like you =)