looking back at how often misunderstanding occurs in life. I realize that i'm not a very nice person in me. When i often look back....there are many errors in my life that i need to let God mend it back for me to carry on. There are so many scar in my heart right now. Sometimes i thought to myself... wht is the reason to carry on in life. The reason for me to carry on...is firstly for the Lord God who created me and secondly family.

There are many things i still do not understand, why do i need to go through so many mental and emotional suffering? or maybe i should ask myself a question...why am i so sensitive towards how others view abt me. I think from now on i'll just have to be myself...and try to change those that I realize that i'm doing something wrong.

Hutien you are doing fine...just be yourself and trust God as always. Keep the step of faith and keep going....for everyone around you...to support others and not let down others around you. Live up to your name. Star bright, star light. Helper of mankind...the meaning of your name...so live up to it...dont let your parents down again...

Realize that frens are hard to maintain but be of good cheer ...just live for those who still respects you as you are...keep going girl =)

thetruehutien signs.